Hurting inside
I felt so hurt inside, everything I write will be emotional, do people really want to know the real me, the weak and teary me. Haven’t been able to write anything on the other blog that people actually read. In the past few days, in fact past few weeks, I just concentrated on writing paid posts after paid posts, my heart may be hurt, with a hurt wallet, it will hurt more, won’t it?
Why it’s so frustrating, how long is this going to continue? There is just no light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe it’s the time of the month that I get extremely melancholic and emotional. I felt like the whole world is collapsing on me. How long more I have to suffer for my foolish life decisions? How much more I have to carry the burden? Why is God allowing me to go through all this? Why does he has to crush me like this? Oh, god, it’s too much to bear on my own, can you carry for me?
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